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Hangman
04:41
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hold me close
feed me those
feasts you know you need, you never eat
you dance with him
one dance again
if he's the beast that feeds you'll never eat
this pain just might be caused
by this hunger strike
hangman, been bored so long before
i've denied
i've hid i've lied
i've healed the pieces wrong to suit my needs
to hold one down
so long with out
bleeds the peace right out of his gushing knees
pale as i've become
still on hunger strike
hangman, been bored so long before
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2. |
Lonely Winter
05:10
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coolness of lonely winter
makes its way in today
through the cracks that have been
filled with the void of age
what is it all about now
how was it meant to be
my mind feels so hollow
goodbye sweet serenity
oh life seems to be
here for me in my mind
like a passing melody
fools are the ones who capture
things as they seem to be
i don't intend to fall through
pieces of well staged themes
oh life, seems to me
feels free to throw you out
i would have given it all
just to step back through the door
out of the fool i live in
i won't need him anymore
into the kid I left back
into the child i lived in before
is it to much to ask to not be
questioned anymore
is it unfair to state that i don't
wanna know the answer to the
wires that connect this world
i'm really trying to leave
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3. |
The Boy
02:59
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the movement of the air
is the only thing i can breathe
it's my only possession
it's my only disease
if a sea of self resentment
is the only thing you can see
will you be able to forgive yourself
what a pale existence
reminds me sometimes of me
i could see the resemblance
i could see the difference
i've been a boy for to long but i'm awake
the boy here, how long 'till he'll break
i tend to miss you
i tend to miss you bad
but tend to keep my habitat sealed
burn my loved ones
it seems i'm so indifferent
to the meaning of existence and feelings
bound to a toll on my heart is pushed away
alone here how long 'till i'll haze
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4. |
You Got The Ball
04:52
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is it a case of poor judgment
or a child's dream derailed
cause the question seems to rise to often
to no avail
am i here because i choose to
do i choose because i'm here
does the world forgive for such mistakes
does it forsake
to never walk the roads that lead you to
the grounds you haven't broken through
to trail behind to ride the tide
you'd think you're blessed
ain't it a shame to get it all
just to give it all cause you didn't crawl
or bled or sweat or paved the way
aint't it mundane
you got the ball within your grasp
you got the doors opening fast
you got the road paved right to your feet
no hell to pass
you got the world in you're direction
and yet you feel it's all in vain
to busy floating down the streams
of our dreams our hopes and well planed schemes
it's warm inside our own denial
why should we leave
since i'm the most important being in this
whole existence, seems your wishes
pale beside my own designs
total denial
you got the ball within your grasp
you got the doors opening fast
you got the road paved right to your feet
no hell to pass
you got the world in you're direction
and yet you feel it's all in vain
much to devise eye on the prize
it's to long a road to fake
all your designs, at the same time
come down on you and break you
you got the ball within your grasp
you got the doors opening fast
you got the road paved right to your feet
no hell to pass
you got the world in you're direction
and yet you feel it's all in vain
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5. |
Ever Since
04:45
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ever since i was a child
you know i'd lay down
i would just lay and
dream of growing up in time
in time to realize what was mine
i never could have answered why
just why i'd lay down
you know i'd lay and
dream about the future i
gave up since i became the child
a passive motion is my own part
the days go by
i just can't focus on what i've left
or gained now since i'm with you
but tomorrow i'll be gone
you pull me back so i won't drift further away
the race i live through has full existence today
so bruised and dusty i keep walking there
reminded that today is today though any day could be
just wake that side of me
ever since i was a child
you know i'd lay down
i would just lay and
keep my dreams and hopes alive
and that i hope you'll see in time
i guess i'll never answer why
just why i'd lay down
you know i'd lay and
do what i was told each time
i guess it comes with being the child
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6. |
Shifter
04:37
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the day has come, that day's arrived
the day i wake up all dried up inside
the hour's here, the sky is right
i step out the door and ride
soon to approach, i'm close i'm near
the primal destination is clear
ready to feed and be the game
i turn back and wait for a new day
the greatest day is finally here
the day i've waited for all of this year
and soon it will be my time to shine
soon it will be the time to take what's mine
i watch my day unfold in
time calls but i keep stalling
bound by this race, i'm crawling
slow i'll evolve
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7. |
The Distance
05:03
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i thought the moment the light would go down
i'd crave for you
much like the motion, much like the sound
it's fading through
though i hadn't known, i had none before you
your comfort has brought me so close I must stay
a mile away
you throw me a mile away
this bag is heavy and held by me now
for quite some time
not that i'm full of resentment, i'm proud
you're one of mine
though it makes no sense just to take offence
i am weak
so this bag i'll bare for the distance out there
a mile from here, away
you throw me a mile away
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8. |
Bullet
03:45
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i was compelled to believe in this
motorized, bullshit, sick fucking deal
to possess and caress and obsess in this
need for appeal, i was compelled
when the pigs start laughing it'll be
just like running through hell
when the board will collapse it'll be
everyone saving themselves
this is my last stop cause the bullet went through
in it for me, I hope to achieve what i
sought to believe in the end
where's the end, can you tell, i can
barely recall when it began
in it for me
we have come to take place right
here between you and your needs
we would like to watch you choke
heavily on some of your deeds
this is my last stop cause the bullet went through
bare through the rugged times, a simple crusade
just a little dedication then it'll start to pay
eye on the prize while you're bitching, never ending
it's a painful pure force and it paves the way
i was by your side when i started to design
the revolution i intended and the final decline
when you haled your pride i honed my knife the one i
used to stab you in the back and fucking cut out your eyes
so call me up when you're gonna give a piece of the pie
i'll join you watch you suffocate on it 'till you die
at this point i really don't think of myself as obscene
i'm just trying to share a piece of my true reality
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9. |
Pace Protection
06:34
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as i recall my destination
wasn't handed to me at birth
i would stroll the streams and pavement
just to find my piece of earth
looking for a confirmation
that the way i chose would come
to an end that would provide me
with some comfort for my mom
it's all foreign this culture this nation
that i know i'll have to face
but i just hope to use the back door
to sneak in and find my place
so i fall into my creation
if you like it and if you don't
well it's my home and it's my comfort
it's my whole and it's my hurt
well it just took the time to find me
and i won't be letting go
it's the only thing that keeps me here
it's the only thing i know
as i recall my destination
wasn't handed to me at birth
i would stroll the streams and pavement
just to define how much i was worth
looking for your confirmation
looking for you to approve
so i can live this fascination
not grow old like you
all the things in the world, she said
i could be all that i ever intended
i could be four times the man that i am
i could be free from the search to fulfill myself
and be free from this race of man
i could be thrown through the bowels of the making
i could be peeled from the wall of my shell
but it won't solve the fact and my aching
cause on this i dwell
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10. |
The Bear March
08:35
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i quietly walked from the nearby tunnel was
engaged with fear for the new frail comer it is
fully known that the only honest real smile
won't be coming from that other side
patiently keep your temperature cornered don't
criticize back, you'll obtain no order while you
sit alone like you do when you're waiting for the tide
in the cradle where you tend to hide
i barely even touched the truth on this matter there are
zero guilty parties, just ignorant cowards, i was
in my room all alone with the build up of my pride
as it sits and eats away inside
heavily burnt we continue forward it's a
painful little course in this new world order you should
be familiar with it, you've been through it before
something about you i adore
i never thought i'd have to pretend
i never thought i'd have to pretend with you
look what you made me do
i never thought i'd have to defend
why ways from a handicap friend like you
thanks for helping me choose
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12. |
The Boy - Bell Boy Mix
05:01
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